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I was so depressed by this change in my life that I contemplated suicide and went as far as to stick a pistol at my head and pulled the trigger twice but the gun failed, which made me decide that I was meant to do something in life and thus my famous quote, "It appears I am destined for something; I will live". All of a sudden a series of successes defined my life and brought me glory. Seizing Arcot, Battle of Plassey, securing Britains permanent hold on India, building a trade empire, clearing the way to export enormous quantities of opium, representing Shrewbury in parliament, and becoming the Baron of Plassey. My conquests in battle gave me renown with even the prime minister William Pitt, the Elder. I created a British Indian cross culture, some even say I single handley built the British trading empire.
Along the way I made some enemies though. Through my struggles I acquired not only acute abdominal pains, but also foes angry at the fact that a non-noble could be exalted as such, with a parliament membership and a large fortune. They spread untrue rumors that I took enormous sums of money from the Indian Rulers I supported. It is true that I took a few gifts presented to me by grateful leaders who wouldn't have survived otherwise, but I turned down a lot too. In fact the number of gifts I took are far out weighed by the number of gifts bestowed upon me. Some people just cant be happy with what they have and insist upon pushing their abnormally large noses into other people's business.
On a brighter note one of the more happier times of my life was when I moved back to Britain in 1753 and married Margaret Maskeylne and six children together, two boys and four girls. I lived a comfortable life for a while in my London House serving as the Mayor of Shrewsbury, I even renovated some structures in hometown Shorpshire. But as all good things must come to an end I went back to India in 1757 and from then led a hectic life doing my great deeds for my country until 1774 when I returned to Britain as the MP of Shrewsbury. Eventually I died at the age of 49 in mysterious ways. To be honest even I don't recall how I died but strong evidence says that I committed suicide. So that concludes a great and eventful life of a legend. Read my othe rblogs for more narratives about my life.